Key word: TRYING.
What I found was… just not it.
Everything was focused on fat burning, tummy toning, calorie scorching, booty blasting bullshit.
DID THEY NOT UNDERSTAND THE CIRCUMSTANCES WE WERE IN?!
THE ENTIRE FUCKING WORLD IS FIGHTING FOR OUR LIVES!
I DO NOT CARE ABOUT LOVE HANDLES, YOU DIPSHIT!
But my body was NOT the problem here.
Neither was my (in)ability to go harder.
Nor was my complete dis-interest in pushing through.
In fact… maybe… it NEVER WAS?!